7.5.23
Wow. I’m going to be 28 soon. It’s crazy how time flies by so fast. Just got back from a fun 4th of July party and shooting in the water with Puget Sound Keeper. So thankful for David Inman for gifting me this line of resources. It’s been so cool to be a part of this collaboration.

- I’m so proud of myself for getting this far. I’m literally a business owner and I’m hiring my friends. That’s so wild to think about. I did my first wedding flawlessly and I’m jumpstarting my youtube career.

- Being stable and mentally sound has been such a blessing. I’m planning on going back to school and I have such a chill job working at CPHS. Life has been good. I just have to be more smart about my money but fuck it. Debt won’t kill me. I’ll deal with it later. Honestly have been thoroughly enjoying life.

7.6.23 – Thursday
- League fi fun but man is it addicting. It’s so easy to get roped in. But I got out of my system and now I got two big projects in the works. Gotta put in the time to get them done.

7.10.23
- No real improvements. It’s honestly so fun winning but I know it doesn’t align with my philosophy anymore. If I am to become successful with this venture, I have to be unrelenting with my actions pursuing this.
- Mom brought up a really good point to interact with my brother more often. I have to guide him and try to motivate him to pursue his social media content. It would be good to practice crating vlogs with my brother being the main subject.
- Really excited to go to Korea. Exploring a new country with some old friends and new will be great. Ecited to see Leena after 5 years. It’s been so long. I will say she did warn me nothing romantic will happen. So it’s best not to have false expectations.

7.12.23
- It’s funny how I hype when items come in the mail but lose interest when they get here. I’ll find a way to use the,.
- Tomorrow will be a productive day. Got lots to cover.

7.13.23 – Thursday
- Really excited for the cabin weekend. Have to play it really safe by not letting volume escape into the neighborhood. Really don’t want to attract too much attention and get kicked out of the Airbnb. Got everything accounted for. Just need last second preparations. Overall should be a fun weekend getaway.

7.16.23 – Sunday
- Man that weekend flew by so fast. Genuinely enjoyed my time there and the group was really balanced. It was the nicest house I ever rented. Such a beautiful house. All the preparations paid off. It was smooth and everybody had a good time.
- Sitting in the telescope room reading a book was such a good feeling. Being warm and feeling the cold mountain breeze was such a great feeling. One day I can achieve a house like this.
- I have a lot of footage of the weekend but I wanted to write in here to state it was a beautiful moment and that life has been very good to me lately :)

7.18.23 – Tuesday
Had a really good connection with Valerie today. Spend about 3 hours connecting over vieography and her skillset. We have a lot in common. I’m just so happy that I have a videography friend now.
- She invited me to go on a concert photography event next week. We knew networking is paying off so well.

7.22.23 – Saturday
- Longboarding, summer breeze, progress. All things I harp all about but haven’t been consistent. I effectively have one month left of summer. It’s time I put it to good use.

- I traded video editing with League and it seems like I am trading it back. Is League going to be something I keep in my life? I much rather be adept at video editing so much more. I can build it with my business and grow upwards instead of plateauing.

- I abandoned the gym, softball and my sense of adventure for sitting down on my computer and watching tiktoks in my room for 3 hours.
- This journal has to keep me accountable. I can’t keep living like this. It’s too comfortable. I have such high aspirations and I can only get there through my systems. I know you can do better. I’ll get there.

7.26.23 – Wednesday
- Today I e ded up the night feeling irritable and upset at myself. This isn’t how I envisioned myself spending my summer stying up through the night playing League and modded Fallout 4. I’m literally regressing and not touching my true passions. It’s honestly upsetting.
- I think I just need a full day away from my computer. Not even touching it once. I just need to reset and stay away from discord just to unplug.

- I can’t let myself getting away from this. Just need to recharge outside and zone out. Really gegt deep and figure out what really makes me happy.

7.27.23 – Thursday
- Got a mango binsoo and I feel better. Café kitchen is a nice spot but definitely bring a jacket because it’s quite cold in here.
- About to go longboarding and see how I feel from there.
- Found a little spot by the water. Just gonna lay here til sunset. It’s been a good day.
- I really need to make a point of going outside for the rest of summer. There is so much to life man than sitting inside running zombie simulators.

It's an east thing to do. Especially with my longboard. I plan on going home and pinpointing easy routes. Taking the time to go outside was well wroth it.
- It’s insane how easily distracted I get on my main computer. I scrolled through open critic and cdkeys looking for that itch.
- I settled with Jujustu Kaisen instead. Such a good anime. I’ll keep browsing.

7.28.23 – Friday
- Shooting at Vue was super fun. My ears are still fucked from the noise but the vibes were still strong. 6 days away from Korea. I can’t believe it man!
it's actually happening, I can’t believe it. It’s going to be an adventure for sure.

7.29.23 – Saturday
- The Gorge ampitheatre is an amazing venue. The view was so grand dominating. So happy I caught Andrw’s story about those boygenius tickets. Listening to those girls harmonizing and feeling the warm breeze in the outdoor setting really uplifted my mood. Such a great moment in time :)

- Driving to Idaho, I saw these beautiful lightning strikes scratch across the sky. It was worth leaving a little bit early to see that. Never saw lightning go coud to cloud like that. What a beautiful day and tomorrow will be fun.

7.30.23
- Had a very memorable dream. It felt so real. I had my wound dressed and I was being healed by nursed ER staff. I had limited control of the dream. It was pretty cool. Wyatt was Sick. Yo my brain is wild Fucking baby strolling in and throwing up for sustainense. Day dreaming.

- Honestly had a blast at Silverwood. I was a little scared of the rollercaoster but after some convincing it was great to experience the trill with Caitlyn, Richard and Martin.

- I loved the waterpark a lot. It’s just so fun to do races, challenges and overall shenanigans. Splashing each other at the wave pool was so child-like and free. It was refreshing.

- Really grateful for the company and the experiences. Turns out there is still a lot of life left worht living. Happy to soak all of it in my little life.

7.31.23 – Monday
- Really enjoying the fast pace mode of traveling. I’ve been seeing so many new things, it’s great. Sitting here in Spokane and I kinda did the brown brick look of the city. I am excited to go home to finally relax and get some work done. So blessed to be living this life.